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Well, I'm back from my long, enforced hiatus. Not grounded anymore, though. -wipes sweat from brow- But I may be too busy to do any sort of art for a while. I'll just sit here and...

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It's wednesday morning, you all know what that means. o_o (Season finale last night, too) But.... ohmygod.

I'm the first to admit that I'm OBSESSED with the show House. Mainly because I saw it and thought "Oh, it's me only older and cooler". I'm a narcissist - I want to see something like that. But the goddamn finale - every single word said fits picture perfectly into my life.

For one, every weird phobia I have was covered in that short our. Jugular cut? Check. EYE EXPLODING ACROSS THE ROOM? Check. And a while back I had a spell where I was hallucinating, and everything that man was scared about - not knowing what's real and all - is something I lived with very, very recently. I don't know, it scared the living crap out of me. That and the whole ep. ran just like some of my worst nightmares.

And then you have Wilson and the shooter guy, and the things they say. Shooter guy: I wrote a freaking novel on this yesterday, but all the conversations he had with House are strange philosophical things I struggle with in the saftey of my own head. It really freaked me out seeing them on network television. o_o

Most of all though was the line in there that said "You've taken it a step further. You don't define yourself by your pain, you define yourself by the fact that it doesn't matter to you. You live in your own head and the intellectual world so much that you think your physical problems are irrelevant." I'm sort of paraphrasing but.... me much? Lord. >_< And the fact that at the end he tells people to try the experimental treatment he thought up in his dream, even though it might change him... I swear to you on my LIFE, I did that myself just yesterday afternoon. Seriously, what the hell.

My hat's off to everyone who makes that damn show, though. Anything that can bother me this much totally wins. >_> Anyway - I think I'll just go curl up in the fetal position in the corner and try to feel flattered that my pathos is interesting enough to make a tv show about.


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Damn Tagging

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And I'm doing it, too. That's how bored/out of it I am. Damnit, Eryka. :shakefist:

I'm sure you know the rules: 6 facts about yourself, and then you leave a "you've been tagged" comment on 6 other peoples' devpages. Stupid, I know. But here we go anyway -

1. I have gender confusion issues. Well, no, I'm not confused. I know for a fact that I'm fucked up.

2. I hold too high an opinion of myself. Really, I spend a lot of time wallowing in my tortured genius.

3. My intelligence is made up of three levels of bullshit. I look kind of smart on the outside, but beneath that I'm kind of dumb. I *do* have some really great earth-shattering ideas though, but I'm too busy with my mental and emotional disorders to be able to pluck them out from everything else going on in my head.

4. My greatest aspiration is to be able to do that - see above. After that I'd like to be EVERYTHING. I want to be a world-renoun Pathologist who writes novels and sells artwork and publishes a cult-classic comic while raising a kid who doesn't suck. Yeah, I know, don't say it. A guy can dream.

5. I'm very good at putting things out of my head. Well, not totally out, but out enough so that I'm not really thinking about them. If I dwelled on the fact that despite what I'd like I'm probably going to be brutally discriminated against my whole life, will never be able to legally have children, will never be tall, will never be sexy, and will never be as smart/funny as I would like... I'd kill myself.

6. Speaking of kids, I'll make the last one the most scandalous. Sometimes, when I'm not paying attention, I'll fantasize a little about Alex and I being married with a kid. In some... strange fantasy world where that could happen. It gives me a warm fuzzy feeling until the disgust and shame takes over, and I look at myself in the mirror and yell "WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?" ....yes.

I'm off to tag more people.

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It will be on the wings of love!

...But seriously folks. I'm in one of my dangerous moods again. I'm insanely hyper and giddy, but I can feel that dispassionate black depression that I get lurking just beneath the surface. As it is I'm passive-agressively sabotaging myself. I'm not working on any of my projects, and although I'm giggling pretty constantly, the sense of fun I've been getting from good things - like that comic - has completely drained off. I've had HOURS to work on the homework in all my classes I'm behind in... or get some sleep to try and beat this particularly nasty cold. I could have asked Mr. Z what I could do to make up the work I missed, but I jokes with him and Eryka about elongated clitori. I even SAID I was going to get some sleep. But no, I've spent hours and hours and hours bopping around and reading fanfiction. I should get off the internet now. If mom sees me, she'll ground me. Do I care? Not particularly, no. Gah. I need a human version of those seizure-sniffing dogs. I can tell when I'm fucking myself up, but won't do anything about it. If I had someone following me around constantly making sure I don't do dumb shit to myself... I don't know. Things might be better?

Like that time last year, when I was in the same mood. "Hey guys - if I consume this tasty beverage I hold in my hand, there's a 75 percent chance that it will react with the meds I took this morning to try and wake up, and I'll have a seizure and a heart attack. But I'm going to drink it anyway, unless you all come over here and pry it from my cold dead fingers. Heee!"

-_- I'm such a dumbass, but I suppose it might be interesting to watch, anyway.

On a more mundane note - aghghgo;iasdldsanflafdsfad HOUSE SEASON FINALE! Hey, it's my journal, I'll tweak if I want. Last episode was great - Wilson's turn to play jealous boyfriend. At least in fictional-entertainment-land, NO man involved in a strictly platonic, macho friendship will say to the other "Who is this other man? Why do you like him so much?" No one.

BUT. The preview for the finale. Ep previews usually suck and come across as trite, but I am actually EXCITED and WORRIED. Whoever spliced those clips did a great job. Some mafia looking guy shoots the protagonist, and all this stuff.... yeeeeeep. ^^

But MY issue - it shows a very brief clip of House punching Wilson in the face, in a room that looks like either Wilson's office or House's house. Why? WHY? I'm dying, here!! Come onnnn, tuesday! They have me hooked - good job marketing people! But I have to analyze, as I do. Why would everyone's favorite pissy protagonist PUNCH his dearly beloved best friend IN THE FACE? Curious minds want to know, and all that. I think the options are as follows:

1. Wilson held true to his Sherlockian roots and took away House's drugs. Sweet gesture, but always dangerous.

2. There was a shot of House in a hospital bed muttering "I think I'm losing my mind" right before hand. Was he hallucinating and Wilson gets smacked trying to help him out?

3. They've been fucking building the sexual tension between them till it's gotten to the point where you could eat it with a spoon... to quote Jack dear. They've both had a chance to be jealous - twice for House, actually, and everything's suggested so... much. Anyway. They seem like the sort of people who'd get into a fistfight of lovvveee, if you follow me. "God damnit, you... I... -PUNCH- ....-make out-" <-- in that vein. It would be a fascinating way to end the season, anyway. And all the fangirls/gayboys would keel over with joy.

4. See above, but of the opposite polarity: Wilson is going to go the way of Archie Kennedy. They can't GO anywhere with the scenario they've set up between them, and they don't want to string it along anymore either, so the punch is part of some deus ex machina to get rid of the poor boy.

....Yeah. Three is probably too much to hope for on national television, and if four happens.... Damned if I'm not forming a Fictional Characters Labor Union and starting some legislation to protect Sweetly-Boyish-Characters-With-Emotional-Problems against discrimination. >_<!

Anyway. I really do have to go now. ^^ Ta.


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ZOMG. :iconcapnflynn: made me the coolest sketch of my alter-ego-pirate-character. o_o -adores all over it and her-
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Well, I'm starting another one of my projects - I swear I'm going to actually do this one, really! I have ideas this time!

We have to do something we like for our New Media final, and demonstrate that we can use computers to get it done... Yeah. It's a painfully easy class. I was supposed to take it freshman year, but I didn't go to this school then. >< Anyway, I'm making a... dun dun dun... WEBCOMIC, as if you couldn't tell from my recent deviations. >_<;

It's going to be silly, anachronistic, and pointedly british. If anyone knows of a comic out there that's already done this, be my guest, but as it is I'm feeling nice and original. ^^

What I'm wondering, though, is whether or not anyone would READ something like this? Like I said, silly and british - set (approximately) in the early 1900s, very... Oscar Wilde/P.G. Wodehouse feel to it, only not that cool because I am me, and not them. God, I shouldn't update my journal when I've just been hauled out of bed.

But yes, would anyone read that?

And now for something completely different - I'm going to commit myself to medical school. Which is a complete jump from last month, when I wanted to go to art school. >< But hey, I've wanted to be a doctor/vet/scientist/whatever since I was three. I only changed my mind this last year because I figured that it would stress me out and I'd grow up to be a crotchety old man hitting people with sticks... which is a silly reason to miss out on anything, in my opinion.

I should be fine as long as I have a friend/creative outlet to keep from eating myself alive. I'm actually looking forward to being able to call myself "A med. student with a silly webcomic". I plan too much. Way too much. I should go... get a glass of water or something. I feel one of my earth-shattering headcolds coming on. ><

P.S.: Aleeeeexxxx. I'm writing this on the offchance you'll log on and see it, but I MISS YOU, by god! Send me an email or something - I've been too busy to be able to get on IM when you're there. I've resorted to writing you letters on cute stationary like a schoolgirl. XP Anyway. Whether this makes me a creepy stalker or not, I want to talk to yooouuuu... ><!

-ahem- ....Anyway. Idiom out. -salutes-

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I'll be pretentious and link to stuff here. Everyone else is doing it, I might as well join the wave...

ZOMG. :iconcapnflynn: made me the coolest sketch of my alter-ego-pirate-character. o_o -adores all over it and her-
:thumb33245915:

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